Moving On.

well before i post about my ground-breaking-heart-shattering lose weight experience, i want to share some of my thought. recently... er... not recently actually but, whatever. a friend of mine. let's call her HOPE.broke up with her boyfriend and since then all emotion that reflected in her eyes just, emptiness,hollow,and despair. we tried to make her cheer up and move on but it doesn't work. i mean come on, i know you love him, HOPE, but there's nothing you can do at this point except accept the fact and move on. i know you, you're a big girls and got a head that was great at solving problems.

but why this time your emotion overcome your logic? you can always say you love him so much. you can't live without him, but accept the fact please, he's not that into you. and probably he's just playing around with you. killing time.see the big picture now girl? why expecting something that you knew it from the start it's not going to happen. now or then or else. you've got the look, got the brain and are well attractive! but why you have to be like this just because that man whose not and will never be again care for you anymore? why bother do such an effort to win his heart back? you know he doesn't love you that much! come on! wake up? don't you know there's still a lot of people that love you as you are. no matter how crybaby you are. no matter how annoying you are when we collides thing...

but then again, back to love itself rite? when we fall in love,we always playing with emotion and feeling and when those two collide with our logic, anything can happen. what will happen next? heaven knows.. even i can't do nothing about it.

i don't know..

love is such an ephemeral dream and when it's over reality seem to be too harsh.