Put Down My Mask

lot of thing has happened since the last time i wrote off this damn blog( hahaha..) my weight been reduced drastically cause my bad eating habit, and a lot of working out lately (yep 15 kilos hahhaa).. and im not worry too much for other people sakes, i believe we have our own destiny (ok we still have part of it but sometimes we cant fight it, so enjoy it).

now i think evolve to be mature (a little step a time but for sure!) i can see and notice when i was reminiscent what i've done this far. as far i can tell is :

i can manage my jealousy,
i can control my anger a little bit more than ever,
i can open to my best friend (i know this one took a hell of a time),
i can LET GO (finally hehehe...).
i dont sweat at small think,

i just keep moving on and keep my believe in, i wont say god has a plan for me ( i know you do but i wont just take everything out and gobble it, but i want to classify it first then if mistake happen no one go to blame.)

i just plain happier, thanks to my friend who gave me all "advice" (you know, the bitterer the medicine, faster you'll get better hehehe..)

thanks for helping me "crack my mask.. it's been for like 6 years.. and now i can see the world in more nicer view".. hehehe...

now i can fight my fear, i can fight my way out without my mask, i can see the path clearer, even i know thorns will always scratch my face and my body, but i knew now that pain shouldn't be avoided, just take it make you say "Ouch" then they will disappear leaving sratch so, one day you will remember this scratch and not make the same mistake hahaha... ok...

last but not least.

thanks Friends.. for waking me up from numbness..

Cheers, Have a Good Day.

Anindito Wicaksono Partaningrat
(finally i can say my name out to the sky)